Friday, March 06, 2009
firstly, i need to say, i am not emo. (:
honestly, i do not know what is going on in my life for the past 6 months.
its really been empty and there is nothing that i can remember and put into my memory.
i have lost control of my actions and life.
im sorry for those who are affected by my actions for the past 6 months.
i really have lost control of what i am doing.
have been doing things unknowingly and after it happened,
i would suddenly think back,
wondering why i did those things.
feels like being possessed or something.
this is no joke.
once again, i am really sorry to those who are affected.
i need to start gaining back control of my life. please.
i finished typing this entry at 11:09 PM