Tuesday, January 06, 2009
projects are really killing me. okay, i just found out that i have one more project to handle, a project from ELTECH. like what can you do on electrical stuff?! ohh well, dont have a choice do i? if only some kind souls would volunteer to help me out in this project, i would love you for life!
its been long since i last done work seriously. i guess its retribution. for the past years, i have been the sleeping member in the group. but now, i have sleeping members and i have to be one of the people doing the work. what goes around comes around.
am damn disappointed with the papers i got back today. one of which, i was the person teaching my group of friends who hanged out all night to study together, but when the results were out, i was the lowest among the 3 of us, with a on-the-dot passed grade when the rest got Bs. i am just really very disappointed in myself, on the other hand, i am also proud of the 2 chaps who scored pretty well. keep it up dudes! (:
the other was a "i-dont-know-what-to-say" result. oh well, i practically memorised the whole lecture notes like my brain snapped pictures of the notes and stored them in. i could even tell you which position the slide was. oh well, i left real early for that paper as i finished the whole paper real fast. score was alright, but my ranking was in the middle of the cohort. i really dont know what is wrong and what went wrong.
one more paper to receive. my morale is low. i am not expecting much out of the paper.
bob asked me not to be emo over the results, i just am disappointed in myself. starting to doubt my capabilities.
someone told me this: 我没有觉得你是笨的, 只是觉得你不怎么聪明.
i finished typing this entry at 7:21 PM
