Wednesday, January 07, 2009
PLEASE DONT read this if you are going to feel that the emo-ness is back in me yet again mr.hopless. thanks.
everything seemed well for the past 6 days of the new year till.... things got out of control. my actions and thoughts are no longer under my control. it seems like my nerves are numbed and im no longer in control. things are getting out of control. i dont know who i am. i really need time to cool down and gain control over myself again. it feels like i am possessed.
friends will show their true self in time. i have seen enough of it. i choose to believe that people are not the way they are but somehow, im just lying myself and not accepting the fact that those were just not them. im tired of how people around me are. things just seemed so different from what it was.
i swear i almost tear when i open your fcuking condenser intro. i've got nothing to say. im really trying fcuking hard to hold back my tears.
oh well, the emo me is back. but i swear its gonna be gone soon. this i promise you peeps, who are concerned.
happily never after.
i finished typing this entry at 8:02 PM
