A long long walk home, with just this song repeated on my mp3 for the whole 1 hour walk. In deep thoughts of the lyrics and especially those highlighted and in bold.
A call at 17:06 ended it all, which will be the last. I thought I was strong, I thought I will make it through, I even ended the walk with a smile. How I wish things will stay at that moment forever, but it never did. When the sun is up in the morning, the pain and the ache started coming in. I’m praying hard that I will stay strong. GOD, please keep me and hold me.
I was just wondering if the whole lot of people know what they will be counting down to tonight. Counting down to santa’s arrival in town? So what exactly are you guys and ladies out there counting down and excited over? Sometimes I wonder.
Due to some unforeseen circumstances, I will be spending my xmas probably alone this year. All my friends have got their loved ones to countdown to xmas, and party their way till dawn. Maybe I might be found alone at some alley lying there real dead puking like merlion will never run out of water. Then again, maybe.
To those whom replied to my sms yesterday, a big thank you, though it will be of no use cos things went wrong. (:
If you are reading this and regretted clicking on it cos its yet another emo post, then I’m sorry. I guess it’s just my life that things always are not right.
MERRY XMAS TO ALL. ENJOY YOURSELVES. (: