歌曲:眼泪笑了
歌手:刘力扬

比想象中更痛 你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的

心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折

你眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你
深深的

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歌曲: 爱太痛
歌手: 吴克群

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
我不能睡

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have been busy with god knows what, but i was busy. haha. okay, there was something i was busy for one night. yes, i did my FYP for the whole night that i didnt even sleep at all. went for lessons at 8 the next morning without even catching a moment of rest. was shagged out till the last min. i NEVER EVER had a night of rest deprived due to school work. not even my O' days and my promos at college(i didnt even study for it, i was sick during that period).
and yes i did that for PED! at 5, i was already staring at my laptop screen stoning. and my values were all wrong! and i have yet to do the 2nd section. hell lot of work.
for my hard work, though it was last min, i was shot down by my lecturer. cos i used those formulaes but i didnt know the theory behind it. oh well, what to do. life is like that.













i am still as clumsy as before.
yes, i will always knock into something when i walk. edges of stuff like short cupboards, whatever. haha. and i was so clumsy that i was at my top gear when i was heading towards a table when i was at cartel when i was still working there, and my supervisor "braked" right before me, leaving me only less than a second to react. i braked. but physics failed me. half the PLATTER of food went for a fireworks display. it fell on the side and it "drenched" the customer sitting beside the aisle. yes, all the food flew onto her. calamari, prawns, soft shell crab and others. wait, that is not the main thing.

okay, back to my clumsy being. i was about to find something in my plastic file 2 weeks ago and i opened it with much force that the cover edge scratched me on my thigh. no blood, but it was freaking pain. blood only started coming out after some time.
and guess what. the same thing happened today! same position i was sitting, same file. now i got 2 cuts.

the one on the right is the scar i got since 2 weeks ago. the one on the left is the one that will look like the right one in 2 weeks time. it doesnt look serious in the picture, but when i showed my friends on the next day of the first incident, they went "wah, what did you do sia? why cut till like that?"
so much for the clumsy me. haha.

the weeks ahead will be much busier. common test coming up. and i know nuts! i should/might/will/must start.
for all NUS, NTU, SMU friends, all the best for your papers!
NP friends, lets get started if you havent started.
SP friends, i dont know when are your papers but you better start.
eunice low, you better start too!
TP design friends, oh well, shhhh. i know you dont have papers! dont have to keep reminding me! haha.
to all, dont forget to exercise too. your IPPT is coming! haha.
though i will have mine postponed cos i got a 40 day mc due to my knee injury.
in conclusion, ALL THE BEST!

working friends, happy working. any problems with your bosses can come and find me to rant. i will be a good listening ear.
esp you, BOB! =)

okay. i shall end here. haha.