first, i did not receive my medical checkup letter when all my friends received it.
then i went to all the various departments to get things clarified.
then i called up cmpb and they told me it is reflected that i am graduating in oct 2009!
and that is the explanation to why i didnt receive my checkup letter.
then i went to get all the documentations done and faxed it over.
and now, i do receive my checkup LETTER, mind you, its not checkup appointment date letter.
well, it was fixed for me.
and, it is one week from now. when all my friends' dates are next year.
yes, i received the reporting order letter straight away.
and know what?
together with that letter, i received a DEFERMENT FROM FULL-TIME NATIONAL SERVICE letter.
so what is the conclusion?
im puzzled too.

things are getting way out of hand.
i just dont understand why things have to happen all at a go.
all the worse things ALWAYS happen to me at the same time.
maybe going into ns would be a good time to get away from all these problems and isolate myself in there.
since i cannot get into commando or diving unit due to my eye sight, i hope i can get into guards.
so that i can be tortured in there.
hopefully i will be tortured enough to get all those problems out of my mind.
I REALLY NEED TO GET AWAY FROM THIS TROUBLED WORLD.