Saturday, November 17, 2007
I am super pissed! Firstly three weeks ago we had a task at hand for IS, and when they needed a group leader, everyone didn’t want to be and arrowed me. Okay never mind, just take it anyway it’s only an IS module and not some core modules which I can’t cope. Took up the post, did up the contact list within that night and sent it to everyone but I bet till now no one added each other. Never mind again. Presentation is on Monday and we haven’t done anything. Sms-ed everyone this morning and waited for some time before one by one replied, I bet they wont take so long to reply if it was their bf or gf. Never mind, got reply better than none. Then all said they cant make it for discussion tonight. And some even said we can meet 11am on Monday to do it when our presentation is at 1pm! Then all busy with their work and going out and what ever they have and they said it was only IS what don’t need to bother. Look man! I know this is only an elective and you can afford to not do well for it but I cant! It is freaking 2 credits and though it is the lowest credited module but it means a whole lot to my GPA can? Whether I get a one point something or two point something depends a lot on it can? You think I don’t have my work to be done? You have your homework, I have mine too can? If you guys don’t think it is important then why not we don’t do it and fail it and retake it? Have pride in everything you do can, even if it is not the most significant module. If you are a GPA 4.0 person and your IS you don’t mind getting a D and your GPA will no longer be 4.0 but 3 point something then I got nothing to say la. I really don’t understand why the education system has to change till the new generation of TEENagers is getting smarter but they don’t know how to be a proper human being. Oh well, I am out of my teenage days man, and I am glad about it. Grow up you little kids! PISSED!
So many things happened recently till I can’t catch up with what is happening. I really don’t know what to do and how to handle things anymore. I really missed those days when I was in camo uniform and I know everything and I am proud of what I have achieved. Now? All my dreams and hopes and career are gone. All of those just shattered. Seriously, I have no idea where I am heading to in future and I no longer have any aspirations and dreams. I guess that was when I started to have no directions in life. On the other hand, I might go into FnB in future as there is the place when I can excel too. Then again, will I be able to? I failed to perform in any stations other than serving. Hais.
Hope things will take a turn and change for the better. Please do.
i finished typing this entry at 8:06 PM
