Have been really down recently. It didn’t help much that I have so timid to even do the world a favor. Now, the world has to continue suffering.

Have been thinking a lot, too much to be exact. Thinking of such things won’t help solve the problems, but I just can’t stop thinking about it. Why do I have to make so many mistakes in life? Why do I always have to let people around me suffer? I really don’t know if I should go ahead with what is going on. But so many things have to be taken into consideration, and I don’t see it becoming a reality in any way.

Effort put in doesn’t equals results. Have been working out quite a bit these weeks, though it was pretty inconsistent, but I don’t see any results. People always ask me to be patient cos the results are not so soon. How long more must I wait? I started out with a pretty bad body to start with already, still must wait so long. Does effort really equals to results? Same things applies to life and things around me.