Major presentations all over and lab report is over too, finally. So many due dates to meet lately till I don’t know what I am doing and cannot even have the time to blog or catch up with my hopeless lagged behind lectures.
Rushed lab report till 3.30 this morning and had a 2 hour sleep before I go to school for another lab. I was like a drunkard when I went to bed, totally can’t walk properly to my bed and felt so light and like I was on drugs or something. Slept through lectures today and mind was in a blank. I’m so sorry I can’t join you girls for dinner tonight; I really cannot take it already. Hope you girls had a great meal and catching up after so long.
Submission of lab report doesn’t mean my load of work is done. I got another session of lab and got another lab worksheet to do and another minor presentation and common tests to come in a week. I got to admit that I am worn out not because I am doing so much work, rather it was because I have not done this much work in a long long time, though the work load isn’t a lot. I swear I am going to break down soon. I am going to sleep at 10 on the dot tonight.
Recently the new songs are so slow and emo. Sometimes I can listen to songs and get emo after that, even I cannot explain what the theory behind it is.
I don’t know what I want in life anymore, and I don’t know why I am so emo now, but I am ok, just tired.