I am really in a dilemma lately and I have been rather emo over this issue. It’s about my studies. I know I have to go on and complete my studies but I just wonder what is the difference in completing it and not completing it. I need that diploma to go on to varsity if possible, but with a GPA of 1.8, even overseas universities will not accept me, not to mention local universities. So I am stuck with the only route which is to go out to work with this diploma of mine, if I manage to complete it. Then again, yet another problem arises, which company will want to accept an employee of such bad grades? I really don’t see a future in going on and getting this diploma. I really get pretty emo when I think of such things and they just can’t get off my mind.

Went to the gym yesterday to work out and I will increase my workout rates and increase the intensity if possible. Did my weights when I reached home though it was rather late already, but with that small amount of discipline that I had, I went on to workout for a short half an hour. May I carry on and work towards what I want!

Just a glance of the eye and 3 weeks have past since the holidays were over. I haven’t been doing any thing productive and effective for my poor grades. I need to start, or it will be too late to get started as time passes.

I wanna wish my dear all the best for her test, don’t give up dear! And though bestfrend is no longer reading my blog, I still wanna wish her all the best for the rest of her attachment days, must get adapted to those working life cause we don’t have a choice. Jia you to you two, the most important people in my life! =)