when darkness turns to light

Thursday, May 17, 2007

I can finally blog!! After so many days trying to open a new post, it is finally resolved!

Firstly, I wanna say that my dear is cute and I simply love her to bits. She is so darn cute that I really feel like hugging her in my arms as long as I can. She is my life! Though I really get a bit hot tempered when I talk to her and she is not talking to the topic that I am at, I still love her!

Went to have a couple of games of pool with Vincent, ice cold Nathan and Joshua today after school. I really suck at it. How can anyone miscue when breaking 5 times in a row? Well, I did it. Haha.

Common test is in a week’s time and I am still slacking like nobody’s business. I kept telling myself that I must get started but for the past 5 weeks, nothing was done. I am so ashamed of myself.

I know I have not been a good son, boyfriend, friend, student, classmate, leader in CCA. I really don’t know what can I do to be a better person. I really need a change, so that I do not lose people around me one after another.

At this point of my life journey, I am really very tired. I need a break, one that I can think of why I am living on earth and what I am living for. I don’t wanna be dragging my life on anymore.

Hope everyone is having a great life, and I will try to work towards having one too.

i finished typing this entry at 9:10 PM