School term is going to start yet again. Might be a good thing, I finally got something to do after idling around for such a long time. But then again, I am going to meet a new class; I need motivation and commitment to study. Going back to school can be a torture, but I am looking forward to it though. It’s better than slacking around. But I am going back to school with lesser and lesser people around me. I still have dear with me this semester, but she has her final year projects so guess she will be busy anyway. Bestie is off for her attachment; ah bong is out of school with her diploma in her bag. Almost all the 1987s are off to work or serving the nation. I am alone.
With a screwed up timetable due to the study-retard me screwing up my module, having a need to retake that module with the most time consuming and the highest weightage, my heart for studying is going down and deeper down each time I didn’t make it through. For that stupid paper that is only essential for application of jobs, do I have a choice? Seeing people around me doing fine and well, I am very happy for them deep down my heart, but I just can’t console myself.
Don’t worry, I am fine. Just having lots of thoughts in my mind now.
i finished typing this entry at 10:15 PM
all about me
spencer
twentyone
26 sep 1987
ngee ann poly
spencer_wez@hotmail.com
