Thursday, February 01, 2007
Reality is so cruel. Things will not go in your way, sometimes for others, but always for me. A rough count of the success I have so far, 19 years of living, 13 years of studying, 7 years as a cadet, 2 years as a cadet officer, I have no achievements, no glory. Sorry but this is gonna be an emo post again. I was just looking at the people around me. 1987 rabbits, ladies have gone to varsity, guys have gone to be real men, leading as sergeants or officers, or the least is at their second or third year. Or the minority still in year one but doing well getting their As and Bs while I get my Ds and Fs.
I was never treated as a good friend of anyone, not to mention best friend. There once was a class, then became a group, a few, and now, none.
It just comes to a point whereby I look back and felt that I lived the past 19 years in vain.
i finished typing this entry at 12:45 AM
