Saturday, January 27, 2007
Sorry to those who still reads my blog for my negligence of this blog this days. I got bad days and was not of a good mood. Not the good days of my life so got nothing to blog about. Didn’t wanna make people go reading my blog and feeling down after that.
Anyway, this week was a busy week. I really mean busy. Tuesday, Wednesday prepare for presentation for Thursday, then came Friday when I had a test. Presentation was alright. Test was a disaster. Lecturer came telling me after she started marking the test and I was one of those she started marking. She said “spencer, you got to work real hard. I have started marking the test and….(she smiled)”. I smiled back and asked about retest. Got it back and wohoo. Still failed. Hais. Never mind. I expected it. I really got that bad bad feeling and really feel like giving up.
Started to study for the upcoming 3 tests on Monday. One is god knows what weightage, one is 15% and the other is 20% weightage of the whole module. So, I am back to books again. I got to admit that I am really slow catching up. Spent 4-5 hours on a topic called integration and I got 4-5 more chapters to go and guess what, all this is only one of the test I am going to have on Monday. 2 more other that this.
I really need help. Who will help me? Who is willing to? I know some will have the heart to but when it comes to actions it might be a little difficult. I understand. I was also helping others some donkey years ago. I understand the feeling when you got to teach someone when you also go to study. And when you are so knowledgeable and just don’t know why the person you are teaching don’t understand it. I appreciate the heart you have (if you have) to teach me. Thanks though you might not help. 1 more week to go before my final exams. Others are hoping that it will come and end as soon as possible but I really hope it will not be so soon. I am really not prepared. Hais. I really cannot afford to fail anymore. I am too old le. Hais.
Tonight, 2 major events are going to occur. S.H.E concert and the big match of Singapore and Malaysia. Haha. Who will win who will lose? Gotta go chiong now so I can catch the match. Till then, take care guys. =)
i finished typing this entry at 3:12 PM
