its a brand new year! i really never thought of what to do or improve in this year till someone talked about new year resolutions.

i guess in this new year i need to fulfill more materialistic wants, but i also need to get better in my life. i guess in this 18 years i have made more people hate me than like me.

i need to:
talk less, listen more
stop crapping too much and just shut up
start to study seriously
learn time management and money management
have a better relationship with dear

this are the things i need to do on the whole.

i guess i had been a rascal in the past times. my presense is more unwanted to many. i need to change. my ideal one is one who is real dao and quiet. i guess that is the best i can achieve. i dont need people to like me, i just need people to not dislike me.

people change real fast. me included. i know i cant change anyone and am in no position to change others cos i myself am leading a screwed up life. therefore whatever i say is of no use to anyone. i am not god, i cant control anyone's life, so just live it the way you like.

time is starting to reveal things.

i got 15 hours of sleep last night! this had never happened for such a long long time. i guess my fatigue-ness is getting worse. i keep accumulating it till now really cannot take it any longer. anyway i got my first cut of the year. it is really a bad one. i was grabbing something from the top of a shelf and when i pulled it out, my finger got scratched on the other shelf near it. real painful. the skin was still on the shelf when i went back to see how i got injured. haha. anyway, hope i get lesser injuries in the new year.

yesterday was the last day in cafe cartel. back to studying. for those who doesn't want to see me there, congrats. i am out of there. for those minority who doesn't mind me there, thanks! i am in need of my next month's pay! haha.

anyways.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!