3 golds for singapore.. but all foreign talents.. only simon chua is a singaporean who lives on singaporean blood.. looking at the bodybuilding competition this morning makes me think of my old days when i was still building up my body.. one thing why singaporeans cannot train and get medals: they are mostly part-time atheletes.. our national sprinter for example.. he is in NUS now and he only trains part-time.. how to win? china has so many more people that they can afford to have that pool of people who can not study and play full-time.. but if they tear their muscles or injure themselves and it is permeant, its the end for them.. can go be farmer plough field le.. haha.. then we got rice to eat! anyways.. simon chua.. the only one i am proud of.. he totally won the whole match with all the other competitors far away from his score.. the runner-up is more than twice his score.. i also wanna start working on my body but i lack the self-discipline.. help me someone!! haha..

i need pills that can make me smarter.. i am trying to get things into my brains now but things are so chim for me.. praying for a miracle to happen so i can pass my common test..