the harley i took on saturday.. in the background is the biggest harley that day.. looks like some superhero's bike with machine guns at the side.. starting to love vehicles.. maybe i shpuld get a bike license and a bike.. not harley la.. no money.. haha..

there was this small boy who came to the rockwall station and the mom wants him to climb but he cried and cried and the mom got angry and shouted at him and he shouted back and cried and cried.. eventually he climbed.. with the help of the "bilayers" though.. then after some time he came back wanting to clomb again.. haha.. on his own will.. there always has to got a first time..

anyways..


















the top of rockwall with 100bucks worth of coupons as incentive.. fastest timing gets it.. (the hand is one of the trainers taking the prize down for our winner)





















our winner.. 18secs.. the guy in blue t.. the one in red is a female but she did it in 5 sec.. professional le ma..


















DAYTONA!! play till siao.. play till hand cramp.. drifting king was not around to guide me so i screwed up all my turns.. i am the lang ga king!!

haha.. carnival really zapped a lot of my energy.. real lot.. i am still feeling so tired now.. but i feel the happiness in running it..

happy times end when we want it to last forever.. today was a bad day.. late for school when i have a test.. screwed up both tests.. i know i shouldnt think this way but i really had the urge to just work fulltime.. dragging myself to school everyday is tiring.. i've got a group of nice and smart friends but sometimes i just feel real low when i just feel so inferior when studies is concerned.. i am 2 years older than the 90% of them but i am so behind in studies.. i really cannot cope well in the way i am too.. hais.. what should i do to overcome? i really am very tired.. am i really happy?

2 more weeks to common test.. i am not prepared at all.. i am very tired.. i am very stupid.. i am so pesimisstic when i should stay happy as i have promised ah dam mei.. i wanna be happy too.. i really want to.. am i just too different from others? or am i not receiving the happiness from people around me?

emotions aside.. i got to get down to studying.. i wanna score well!! who does? haha.. i wanna score well and not be classified as the next retainee anymore..