Thursday, November 30, 2006
had a great time just now.. i guess that is where i belong.. i really feel so boundless..
recently going to school is such a drag.. go for lessons.. and i cant stand some people.. they just insist what they do is right.. do le still in the range but almost going out of the range le then wanna redo.. must it be that perfect? can meet the requirement can le what.. and i really hate it when i hear comments like "you how old liao? still do this kinda things".. i understand some people are jus joking but some are really making me irritated.. you think being in a whole pool of people who are 2 years younger than you is easy meh? at first everyone tell me i must break that age barrier and adapt into whatever age group i am in.. then comments like this comes.. then what should i do? i really dont know la.. i guess foreigners that are into a class of people of younger age is not as jia lat as me.. i have been through the 3 different batches and the contrast is really too huge for me to handle.. i admit that batch by batch the people are getting smarter but that doesnt mean they are better in the way they live.. i am not perfect.. i admit i have more weaknesses than strengths.. but i dont think anyone in this world deserves to be condemned because of their weaknessess.. i really hate it!! i wanna be nice but can i? hais..
i finished typing this entry at 9:51 PM