Monday, November 13, 2006
before i start to work, i am gonna blog!
let me introduce to you my friend kelvin koh!!

what he did today..
was on our way to LSCT block from engin block.. was raining.. walked up that 75 steps stairs.. then came a short distance that was not sheltered.. so he chionged in the rain.. reached the other side and ski a little due to the wet and slippery surface.. straight before him was a door slightly open.. he ski-ed to the door and one of his leg was caught in between the door.. his other leg swinged and kicked the door.. it slammed against his other leg.. thats not the thing.. there was a cleaner inside and she was a bit angry and was asking what he was doing.. haha.. i and eric thought it was funny.. leg kena pinned by a door still kena auntie scold.. haha..
today was a much better day.. after putting things behind me and go forward.. =) i managed to make myself a happier person..
i really wanna start to get back to studying.. but when i wanna listen in lecture i found out that i really dont know what they are talking about cos i missed out the earlier parts which is the basic to these current topics.. i have a planner starting last week.. one column is "work to be done".. and today is a new piece.. i looked back and found out i da bao-ed everything to this week.. argg!! i must start to clear all these work from week 1..
A levels are gonna come to an end soon.. 3 should-be situations and 1 reality..
1. i SHOULD BE in NS now.. serving as a NS/SCDF/police man now.. i SHOULD BE going through OCS/SISPEC/clerk/storeman now..
2. i SHOULD BE sitting for my A levels now.. mugging like no tomorrow..
3. i SHOULD BE in my 3rd year doing my attachment at jurong island as a chemical engineer now..
but..
reality..
1. i AM studying.. NOT for my A's, NOT doing my attachment, but in YEAR 1 studying
i know i shouldnt look back, shouldnt regret, shouldnt complain, shouldnt be sad.. but reality hurts sometimes till humans cant help not being sad.. looking at my fellow friends in the right track often make me stumble and fall into sadness.. honestly i still cant accept the reality.. memories just flash back when they should not..

my first 3 months class..

first 3 months.. relax first.. bo liao in class just take a snap shot of yourself lor..

every morning routine.. long walk from the bus stop.. cut through the blocks.. then comes this long long hot stretch of PJ sahara desert..

how i wish i could still run on this track..

preparing for PW presentation.. play a bit first la.. i got a band 2 which is quite good grade for PW.. but this grade is of no use to me anymore..

last day of school.. "i said take care and i am gone" to all my friends i know..

last day officially in PJ.. final presentation done.. i felt that all is done.. my days in PJ are officially over.. last picture taken in PJ..
i treasure those times that i had in PJ.. was it a blessing in disguise that i left there for a place that suits me more? till now, i dont know..
i just find this interesting..

i finished typing this entry at 7:42 PM