lacking of self-discipline caused me to end up not running today.. gotta run extra tmr after lunch.. anyways.. johan jio-ed me to marathon next year.. gonna train for that.. hope i can do it cos i'm not very good at long distance runs.. yesterday was a special day.. all my emo feelings freed.. starting anew..

i got 2 tests next week.. math and engin drawing.. i know nuts about differentiation.. i'm so stuck.. need someone to open the confusion knot for me.. someone please.. anyone?
engin drawing.. boring subject that takes up 3 hours of my early monday morning.. but i still got to get it thru.. glad it is a non-examinable module.. but that will also mean that i will have to do well in all my daily assignments and tests..

a good start man.. i'm memorising SOP le mommy.. i dont wanna be the failure at bar again.. season 3 of "the cafe cartel and me" is coming in a few weeks time.. i'm memorising 3 drinks a day.. haha.. so far got 10 in my mind le(cos 1 fine day i decided to memorise 4).. hope they dont change the SOP again or i gonna knock myself for that.. haha.. mommy must be proud of me k? YOU trained me bar de wor.. though i made you vomit blood then la.. so i wanna make you proud this time round ma.. i wanna go back and do bar with mommy at cashier.. can sail all night on friday nights.. wonder if i still can have that chance.. =(

dear is gonna run with me tmr!! i dont care.. haha.. after we meet mommy and bro bear for lunch k?

mommy is happily with daddy pat tor-ing and dear is jogging with qing(4) jia(1) mu(3).. i'm so bored..
maybe i should study now? hm..