dear will be back today!! miss her totally.. she didnt tell me what time she will be back though..

public holiday.. everyone is off to work or going out.. i'm not going out, not working, not gonna do any thing..

no one understands what a meaningless and messy life i am in right now.. only people who are in the same situation do.. i have kind of sorted it out and came to a decision.. just hope i will not go off track and stand firm.. what matters most now will be my priority now.. just hope things will be alright..

i'm gonna start running.. heard it helps to unleash your agony and misery.. maybe it'll help me too.. anyone care to join me? but be prepared to see a fainting me cos i'm using it to torture myself.. i'm gonna go beyond my body limits..

life is simple.. make your decision, and never look back..
i've decided..