dear is gonna come back tmr!!! gopal.. she seemed to enjoy her trip.. but she must be worried about her assignments.. faster come back.. here is also genting day everyday wor..

today was a sleeping day.. slept thru all the lectures.. really got no motivation to go on this journey.. i'm really tired.. but i still appreciate yiqian kicking me at my chair asking me to wake up.. but was really not in the mood at that moment so went back to sleep..

went to cartel to eat.. back to the place i used to belong.. just felt that distant between that place and me.. i was in it but it just seemed so different.. back to ju and jake times? i guess everyone hopes that they are still there and will stay there always.. people come and go.. idiot was so angry and peh chek with him/her/it.. really can see the pek chek-ness in her.. mommy.. you got to pull thru yeah.. you can do it!! besides anny, scallop(oh gopal, he's back i guess?), you and eunice is the only motivation for me to go on le.. i really need your laughter when i work.. maybe i wont make a difference whether i am there or not but you guys do..

had a good talk with yizhi about all the tricks we used last time.. haha.. really no flaws man.. haha.. tag team crooked but effective champion..

zi jing is asking me to go over to pastamania.. go be cook.. haha.. he and his carbonara and bell playing times.. haha.. if motivation in cafe cartel is gone, maybe i might go over.. but mommy doesnt want me to leave.. =) i admit ba.. i dont wanna start all over again.. i dont wanna be trained by a newcomer on what cutlery to use etc.. i'm egoistic.. i've got a huge ego.. but i dont wanna leave my dear and mommy there.. unfilial child will kena lighting strike de leh.. of only b-u-t-t can come back.. jason? no lee yan please.. ju and jake? it'll be a "and they lived happily ever after" situation le..

anyway.. i got a new mommy.. she reluctantly said ok larssss.. haha..

dear.. be back soon k? really sian leh you not around.. miss you!!

eyes are watery le.. but i dont wanna sleep yet.. i'm just really lost.. have been living aimlessly and meaninglessly recently..